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| Life is a Circle |
Well I more or less said all I want to say about me as a person.
The reality is that at 63, with a life time of experiences and a whole mountain of poor judgment and bad decisions, I am where I am.
When I list it all, as just bare facts, it seems so depressing:-
- Old Age Pensioner
- Disabled
- No home
- Two dogs
- Bag of clothes
- Boxes of things
thats it..all my life fits into one small ancient and groaning car.That is how OTHERS see me. what I see is different.
- Old enough to be free of responsibilities at last.
- Got some health issues but I can see, I can hear, I can drive, I can walk.
- Two really good mates who just happen to have four legs a piece.
- Enough clothes for my needs and ALL of them easy care.
- A few treasure to keep but nothing that will keep me from travelling.
so perspective is vital to the mentality of survival. I am that survivor I don't do surrender. I will fight to the last drop of breath and when it comes to living.
Existence for me would be the easy chair by the fire with the TV switched on to Corrie or whatever.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORING
I am in a situation I cannot control fully, not by choice and not by my own actions at this time.
Thieving landlords to one side, I am currently living in my friends, sofa surfing in luxury if the truth be known, the house will be sold eventually and I will have no option but to move on. At that point....my adventure begins.
I will save and work as hard as I am able to achieve the results I want and when the house is finally sold, I will move on and my adventures will begin.
THEN it will be Tally Ho...but for now, its all about perception, preparation and me :)
